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Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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dogs1995 02/03/2016

haven't been online for the past few weeks because i've been up (bp II so not horrible- pleasant if anything) but now i'm back to being down

i'm still not medicated because ive been waiting to hear back from 3 different referrals... i've been looking to see someone since september

canada = free health care but SLOW service if you don't want to pay :(

at what point do i consider going to the hospital for inpatient treatment? i think/research about suicide probably everyday even when i'm up (being up is still depressing when you know depression is right around the corner). even though right now i don't think i would actually commit suicide because of the pain it would cause my parents, i am worried if emotions take over.

it's to the point where i feel like i can't take care of myself/am seriously going batshit fucking crazy in my own head and i might actually do something. i constantly feel like screaming/hurting myself/breaking and punching shit. my emotions have completely taken over my mind and i honestly do feel like i'm losing it but on the outside i'm my usual, quiet self. i'm worried i'm going to snap on someone or myself.

MayB 02/03/2016

That sounds like time to consider going inpatient Dogs1995...but often easier said than done.

Can you check into an ER? Or see a Crisis team? Etc.
To be evaluated.....?

((((Hugs))))) this stuff is never easy....

fuusheegii 02/03/2016

If you have having severe suicidal ideation, then yes, you should go to the ER and get evaluated at the crisis center.

BabyShelby 02/03/2016

The time to go to the hospital is when you are in crisis and, from what you've described, you qualify. Comprehensive BP treatment includes proper nutrition, adequate exercise, healthy sleep and counseling in addition to medication. You will be helped with all of that in the hospital. I think you deserve to get a handle on your runaway moods and thoughts. ((Big hug))

aquarius33 02/04/2016

Yes you need to go to the hospital asap like now. Do it for your family. They love you n would b devastated if u left them for good. Im in the hospital now n im feelin secure n kind of cradled in a way I feel safe n everybody so nice n carin. Its not easy especially at first. I came in with high anxiety high blood pressure. But now im thinkin...this is like a take care of me for once vacation! No dishes or cleanin or laundry to do. No havin to cook dinner everythin is done for you so you can just destress n take care of you n get better. Please go to hospital I promise you its for the best n you can get healthy again. I will b thinkin of you as im at the hospital. Please go by tomoro! Im gonna chk back in with you tomoro. Hope you have a good night...my ambien kickin in so gonna pass out soon. Gnight ttyt

raylen1981 02/04/2016

I checked in a voluntary basis at a local hospital, after my father passed away. I think that once you are unable to take care of yourself, and function "well" on a day-to-day basis, that is the right time that you should consider becoming an inpatient. I would speak to your pdoc and see what he has to say. All the best.

SensitiveHoboLady 02/04/2016

I agree, if daily functioning has become really difficult, hospitalization is helpful to take those gentle stepping stones back to resuming things. Either that or intensive outpatient therapy programs. I've done both as have many here and they can get you started on some healthy practices. Keep reaching out!

joneszy93 02/04/2016

I agree with those who are saying hospitalization.

Autumn111269 02/05/2016

Anytime you find yourself researching suicide and feeling hopeless and depressed you definitely need to go inpatient in my opinion. when I researched suicide years ago I finally snapped and did attempt it but fortunately was saved. I know googling suicide hotlines can help where you can live chat and they will help guide you and determine if they think you sound like you need to go. They will even call an ambulance for you but you have to be honest with them or they can't help. Personally I'd find a pdoc or go straight to a hospital and be admitted. I hope these feelings you are having will pass soon but you do sound to me like you are going to need some help.

Desigol1979 02/05/2016

We're in the same boat as you in Northern Ireland.

Generally, A and E (our term for ER) is probably the last place you wanna go to due to the huge waiting lists; my local A and E in Antrim is notoriously bad. Could take a whole day in A and E.

Perhaps talk to your Psychiatrist, if you have one. Taking meds might be the answer, but let the professionals decide; some Doctors can lead you up the wrong path.

SunCloudJD 02/05/2016

Big hug for you dogs... I'm sorry you've had to wait so long... I am in TO and have never had to wait more then about 8 weeks... If you need to I hope you'll go to emerg... I've had really good experiences in the hospital here... I've had 2 admissions of more then 2 weeks... You're well monitored and meds can be started... Another hug and a blessing...xo

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