Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Hey guys. What's up? How are yas? I am doing okay. Just took a much cherished dose of pain meds. Jim got them from the dentist this morning. I don't go back to pain doc until tomorrow.
After we drop Dillon off at school in the morning, we are going to the baptist church in the next little town and Jim is gonna fill out an application to be a custodian at the church. We belong to a baptist church, but haven't attended in quite some time. Keep your fingers crossed for him. That would supplement his unemployment just fine. You are allowed to make $50 a week on unemployment.
Who knows..........God may be leading us to a new church and back into church. My faith has definitely wavered as of late. It's like if these intrusive thoughts are of the devil, how can God still have hold of me. I know that's rubbish to some people, but I honestly believe that. I sway back and forth with it. On one hand, the science end...........the thoughts are caused by the bipolar and the OCD. On the other hand, they are caused by the devil. Either way, can't win for losing.
I got approved for one of those free government phones today!! I am having it sent to my friend's house because they won't send it to my post office box. Sorry this was so long. I am long winded today!! LOL. Hope you all have a good evening!!
After we drop Dillon off at school in the morning, we are going to the baptist church in the next little town and Jim is gonna fill out an application to be a custodian at the church. We belong to a baptist church, but haven't attended in quite some time. Keep your fingers crossed for him. That would supplement his unemployment just fine. You are allowed to make $50 a week on unemployment.
Who knows..........God may be leading us to a new church and back into church. My faith has definitely wavered as of late. It's like if these intrusive thoughts are of the devil, how can God still have hold of me. I know that's rubbish to some people, but I honestly believe that. I sway back and forth with it. On one hand, the science end...........the thoughts are caused by the bipolar and the OCD. On the other hand, they are caused by the devil. Either way, can't win for losing.
I got approved for one of those free government phones today!! I am having it sent to my friend's house because they won't send it to my post office box. Sorry this was so long. I am long winded today!! LOL. Hope you all have a good evening!!
My parents went out on a date night for dinner so I'm fending for myself. LOL. I had a piece of leftover pecan pie.
Zany, you know I've really struggled in the past with the God thing, but God has really blessed me recently and I have realized that God never lets go of us. He loves us even when we doubt him. My bf even goes to church. How did I get so blessed? God knows I don't deserve it.
Keep the faith and I'm glad you got some pain meds. Sounds like you are doing well. And I pray that your husband gets the job and you start going back to church. I think it will be really good for you. Love and hugs.
I'm doing ok; just had a phone interview. Now I'm watching my Streets of SAn Francisco dvds. I'm a little bored. Avoiding housecleaning.
Tonight. Not doing anything. Freezing. It's COLD here tonight. It is so cold in my bedroom you can see your breath.
Made dinner, BBQ chicken and fried potatoes so everyone is eating but me. I weighed myself and didn't like what I saw so I'm trying not to eat. I wish I had ambien so I could take one and go to bed.
I'm trying to get sleepy, took all my meds and they should have started to kick in already but I've been pretty hi-strung all day to say the least.......urgh!!