What is a bad penny and why does it keep turning up? Like me!
Hi there friends old and new! I've missed checking in, but the last year or so I hardly turn on my computer much less participate anywhere, well hardly. I'm still trying.
Right now I'm in this Anyalsis Paralisis and I have to Do and Change my Behavior before my thoughts. I keep wishing I would just jump up one day and grab the day by the horns. Jump in the shower, put make-up on, head out the door and go somewhere, see someone, do something.
Most my life I've been in voluteer work, last place was NAMI for 7 years. the last couple years nothing except fostering dogs - not the same as going to meetings and events. My last fosters were adopted last month and in the last 12 months I had to put down my two dogs, 18 years old - it was their time, hard, hard decision. I had long goodbye's and knew it was right, but still sucks to decide life or death on a love one. I handled it a lot better than I thought, but I still miss them - espicially Gracie, lost her last December she was like my Lassie - loved me, followed me, adored me and it was mutual! I've been looking online and thinking of fostering with a local rescue - but that is another post LOL I hope I stick around and write it. I really need you all right now.
I'm blessed with good friends that accept me - but that feeling you don't want to talk to anyone and then you wish you could talk and just get it out - well, thats why I came back - I feel safe here and know you understand and care. Thank all of you here, for reading this far and keeping this group a living good place to come.
Que sera sera
a a little hard to see can't find good light made so many they are all lined up on a rod no more room keep hitting my head on them when I go to the kitchen LOL
Hey hey!So, I'm coming out of a 3 week low. I don't think I am in a mania. My new PDoc has adjusted my meds and I think that it is working. I'm starting to get school work done and I went to disability services to see if I could tweak my accommodations and they can. My grades are not the best right now but all is not lost (so I hope). I’ve started knitting again and I feel a lot better!...