Kiddo you are absolutely right, they do not know. Teachers see about 25 kids a class, 6 classes a day, that 150 kids a day that go through their rooms, each Semester change 150 different kids go through their rooms. They work each day for less than many people who manage a McDonalds make...they aren't there to get rich. The only way they know that one of their kids is in crisis is if that child comes to them and tells them, or asks them to help get help.

You've got so much going on and your in a pretty bad place right now. Do your parents know how bad your doing? Have you talked to them? Have you asked them to get you a Therapist? If you can't or they won't, you always have a Counselor at School. I know its not the perfect "fix" but it is somebody to listen to you and help you manage all of the things you have tearing at you right now....because trying to do this all by yourself with no help from nobody...that doesn't work. You need to talk to to someone. Coming here is good because you have people that know how you feel, but things are different in the Real World, and you need to have an Adult Professional to talk to their as well.

Try to find someone talk to, be it a teacher, Counselor or a Therapist setup by your parents....and don't forget you are not alone in these feelings, there are many out there that feel the same way. It doesn't make you wierd or strange or different.....it just means you need some help processing all of it and help managing your disease.

Stay safe,
kat

Hi Knorloff. Welcome to the forum. Venting to your teachers here might be even better than telling them in person. You can get the relief of venting and perhaps even the benefit of shared experience. To this day, I still feel like a freak when I have to walk into a crowded room.

The part this just-a-patient (and, I hope, your teachers) will never agree to is, ". . .please just give up on me like I did with myself." Not gonna happen, my friend. I'm gonna keep piling on the healing hopes until some of them stick. Put me on "Ignore" now if that is a problem. I can't help it. I need healing hopes for all, no exceptions.

Hope you feel safe to keep right on venting here. Welcome to the forum.

Hello Knorloff, Yes. Welcome for being here. I agree with the advice of the last two posts I
would hope you could confide in your parents. I really would and that they would help you with
counselling. If for some reason, this is not the case, there are crisis lines you can call and perhaps
be referred to a community counselling center or like OlderCPer says, a high school guidance
counselor. Hang in there, you deserve the very best and do keep posting.

Big hug for you sweetie.... I am so sorry that you're going through such a rough time right now..... You sound like you're in a pretty dark place.... Have you talked to you parents or doctor?.... Perhaps you should if you haven't
If all of your classes are too much would it help to take fewer classes..... Perhaps talk to a school councilor or nurse?