The last couple of days I have been kinda mixxed but nothing like my mixxed were befor so I thought nothing of it..today talking with my mom her saying bipolar will go away..that bugged me I told her it made me feel like she didnt take this a real or give me false hope that I know I dont have.. She yells at me FINE your right ur gunna have bipolar forever and its only gunna get wrost.. I said no Thats not what I am saying I am saying I know this isnt going away and It can get wrost but it can get better I will away have my good times and bad..she fliped..her cuzin*my 2 cuzin I call an anut* Has bipolar got it in her teens and still has it to this day..she was great with helping my anut..My anut even once tryed with me sitting with them haveing a convistion about how I feel with her being like this with me and my mom got it..untill we got home frum vaction..then it went back to nomral..It really triggerd me off..the after dinner jokeing around with my dad then he flips on me..then I try to refill my brithcontral and I had to get my mom to call cuz I was pissed off already then they say I must have lost a pack witch I didnt!!! its the 3ed time they have done this to me!! SO NOW I AM IN RAGED... I really hope this passes..I mean if it dosent maybe I do need a med change and upping them didnt work..:S
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