Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

When did you have your first cigarette?
An incident outside my P-Dr office. as I was heading to door. a man ask if I had a cig. I busted out laughing n replyed that be $5 for a cig. he wipped out a $20.bill n said that he would take 4 :I. then he ask me for a light so I replyed that lighter only cost $5. at that point I felt bad for him so I gave him the lighter that I had in my car.As I entered the lobby, I went bk outside n gave the man $20 back. I assume it was for his cab fair n he was haveing really bad day.
It is ok to have boundrys.
You did the child a favor.
I believe adults r to watch out for children n our village.
They're just young and silly; they'll outgrow it. Don't sweat it.
m on is:lamoTRIgine 200mg. my mellow me out med.
I can't get mad if I wanted to,lol
Occassionally I will have spilt second/fleaing moment of restrained temper tampen.
Example I wake, sometimes I feel tense n tickoff/anger but by time I reach the bth rm, the fit is over.Ya my med works for me.
I can only assume that whatever I seen or heard the dy before get inter twined in w other frustraiting things in my subconious. I think I have dreams that I don't recall having n w the intwineing of things, I temporary have burst of temper tampren.
To destress, I take road trips to get away from drivers in my area N stupid people in my area.I'm not the shapest pencil but I'm still on desk top. It is only where I live that drivers drive as they do. I can even go inland & people drive normal, like we're suppose to but absolutely not in my community/area.Strangers n local people who we reconize ea other only as being resident. people try to get me to pause n listen to them. I really don't care about their medical condition nor about thier life. I'm not a Dr. n I'm not a P-Dr nor P-Nurse n what the hell do they want me to do about thier own or thier mate or family member or who ever in thier life.
I seldom drive but when I do. I always take Tynol w hydrOXYzine ( med for anxiety ) only because of nutty drivers here 1/2 hr before I drive because I know that local drivers responce time is liken to mollassia running up hill in winter time n I know that they come to complete stop to make a right hand turn espically on 4 lane hwy where speed limit being 55 n 60 mph n I promise that they run red lights n stop at green lights.
Iget so tick that local drivers block me in or leech me n think that it something great that I didn't make a green light n I'm at red light when they reach red light. red light catchs me or my freinds, because of them.Even inchurch some will make fun of drivers who thier catch up to n r behind driver that only doing speed limit. they don't get it it happens only because of thier unlawful driveing. but that's nor in my area. Ya I still get frustrait when I drive or stand still out in public( userly at check out register at store) but I thank God for lamoTRIgine n med for anxiety n med mellow me out to where those few n far between moment of feeling angry or no longer bothersome.
I enjoy driveing never been in a wreak nor caused 1 but I go on out of area road trips to get away from nutty drivers so that I can actually enjoy driveing n getting away from locals, Plus I like sight seeing trips n visiting freinds n family outside my community/area.
It saddens me when I c kids outside store trying to get people to go inside store n buy them beer because kids can't do so.
Maybe u just need a med twick. dunno.
My depression n highs have diffrent levels.
But meds that I'm on, I very seldome have above my own norn range of depression n highs,n when I do, I learnt to ride the wave for ea have due process n they will pass. n on rare moments of temper tamper moments they disappear just as fast as they appear. Those moments before med mentioned could last anywhere from 30 minutes to a few dys..
Sorry for rambleming, I hope that something I wrote will be of benifitual use.
ya on here I talk about myself based on post in hopes that what I write will benifit others n you but normally I dont vent like I have on your post, opps.
While your inprocess of getting up on surfboard n while rideing the due process wave please stay w us. we are here for you.
I always refuse the money and while offering them one I look 'em right in the eye and say "I don't sell death, I give it away". Gotten me some great double takes on that one.
Peace