Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am miserable. I have adhesions. I didn't poop for two days. It hit me at work. I had diarrhea. An hour later, the nausea hit. I took my Bentyl and Zofran. And now, tonight, I have the feeling of horrendous pressure and bloating. I feel like I have swallowed a basketball. I want to go get help at the ER, but I was just there LAST Thursday. They did nothing for me then and it will be the same scenario all over again. Only they will start thinking I am a drug seeker. I looked at results from my CT in September. It said several small loops of my small intestines are adhered to the ventral wall of my abdomen. I have have had four abdominal surgeries due to appendix cancer back in 2007. And I also have diabetes type 2. I have to be careful of what I eat because of that. And with adhesions, you have to eat low residue foods,which areNOT diabetic friendly. And to top it off, I am in severe pain pretty much everyday because both of my knees are bone on bone from arthritis. My life is a complete sh** storm. Yet, somehow, I manage to get up and go to work,which is no small feat. My work is SOOO stressful because my boss can be downright verbally abusive. My blood pressure has been high because of the stress. Sorry to unload on everyone. I thank you for listening.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

Hope the venting helped. Sometimes the emotional dump is all we get.
Healing hopes. Gentlest of support while you ride it out.