Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
That Wait to go out when you don't want too...
This is the only place to come. Anyone I'd call on the phone about my angst would just tell me I need to go, go out. Whether their words were kind and enouraging, or impatient - I don't want to talk to anyone anyway LOL so I call no one.
Here I know someone will relate. The Not wanting to go out, leave me bedroom, I don't want to be around anyone - I want to sit here mildewing, stuck in limbo hell, still - well except for the ashtray I'm filling up and the Law and Order on the TV. LOL
I've made arrangements to go out to a friends house for dinner with her family - a wonderful Greek family (everyone should have a greek friend) the foods going to be great but I'm not hungry....
I have to shower and pick out clothes, this is REALLY hard when I'm this far down the ladder....
I could cancle but I need to get out and be around people, I can always leave early but I should go - but waiting hours, to get up, and dressed... oy veh I don't feel like it!!!!
That's it
I have to try and go, do something different and uncomfortalbe, sitting here depressed it not working LOL
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
I hope that you were able to get there and have a good time... Please let us know.... I've been isolating for so bloody long it's now my norm... sigh.... Another hug.....xo
In regards to meds - well, in the last 2 years I can't count how many times we changed meds and still tweaking. I've also had 40 magnet treatments without success................... nope, meds aren't working and my choices are - keep trying...I'm ready to try ECT but my pdoc is against it, not to mention friends and family, oy..... so, I came back here - trying : )
Trying sounds like a good plan.... Big hug.....xo
Such a hard decision. I'm hoping you med cocktail can work for you...
((((hugs))) I know none of this is easy.