It's been awhile since I've posted anything.  But this I think will definately spark your interest.. Please forgive me for some graphic words I may use cause I have to to get the point across for the sake of the truth.  I went to Churchill Cornersburg Ohio for a mental health agency, now I find that ironic cause thats exactly what I DIDN'T get.  I had this great therapist for about 2 years.  She did alot for me.  But after I left her her attitude totally changed about me.  One time the door opened to the offfices down the hall.  I saw Jen and said "Hi".  She started screaming "Who is that... Who is that!  I never did anything wrong.  Then later on I horrificly discovered what she meant by that.  She used to brag to me that her husband was leuitenant of the Youngstown Fire Department...and that she was from a posh town in Ohio.  She was implying I was a nobody.  Then one time the guy I got from the same agency after her asked me if I masturbate.  I thought it was o.k. to ask someone that cause therapy has to be intimate but when I told my friend about it his wife was a case manager she said they had no business asking me that.  I once told Jen I watch adult films but I never mentioned the word "masturbation", I know better than that.  So this guy brought up masturbation again and he asked me "you didn't tell Jen you masturbate did you?"  Then another time he said,"I have an issue to talk to you about,"jen said you where following her around the mall".  I had know idea where he got that.  One time after a session with Jen she made me mad.  As I was leaving and walking away from her she said "see you next time ...take care."  I ignored her on purpose and didn't say anything.  This comes into play when I was with the counselor after her.  When I left this guy he just happened to be in the hall the first time after I transferred to a different counselor.  When he saw me walking down the hall he said,"Hi john...I said hello". I started ignoring him too then I got scared and turned my head off to the side,and I know I looked scared,and said,"Hi" at the last minute.  So I see Jen at the mall,she walked out in front of me, I said,"Hi Jen"!  She turned her head off to the side and looked scared on her face and said,"Hi"  After it happened I wondered why she looked scared why would she be scared of me.  Then I remembered how I looked at the agency.  Then I found out that she was mimicking me being scared and she followed ME around the mall.  I was like "I had been set up for a prank by both of these so-called therapists."  I'm pretty sure this is what happened because the next time I was at the agency when I walked through the door Jen was at the window looking at me and said,"Hi" with this look on her face like Ha Ha I got you.  I apologized for ignoring her when I was walking away from her I thought she let it slide.  The guy I had after Jen,when he accused me of following her around the mall, kept saying in a threatening tone,"Don't worry about it...Don't worry about it".  The last guy I saw was even worse.. He also started coming off threatening after some time.  He would say things like,"I know people who have went to jail for that" and How bout you do voluteeeeer work How bout you do volunteeeer work.!! So I stopped seeing the guy cause he was acting shady and he just happened to show up at Donkin Donuts where I hanged out before work.  When he saw me he said,"You staying out of trouble John".  I went up to apologize to him and said I was sorry ,he just glared down at me and angrily growled,"You call!!!"  cause I didn't call off the apointments,I didn't trust him.  Then one night,when my friend was over my apartment, the cops showed up at my door.  I just got done telling my friend,"Somethings not right here Joe, theyre acting weird."  They asked to come in and I let them in.  They said,someones concerned about you.  They asked me what I was watching on t.v.  We were watching a comedy movie called,"Dazed and Confused".  I wasn't doing anything wrong , my mood was fine . I wasn't suicidal and I wasn't violent.  It really enraged me because I work hard for my money with two disabilities then I get treated like this.  The cops were somewhat nice, they said I wasn't in any trouble with the law but someone could have told them ,"I'm worried about him" but meant for them to scare me, and that's just what it did.  I called help hotline and said I'm going to jail.  Thank god I got a good lady and she calmed me down.  It was really scary.  She said, "John, you're not going to jail tomorrow."  I loved these therapists like they were my family, cause I left my biological family.  They and my friends are all I have. I bought Amil a greetings card when I first met them.  They implied I'm a hipster.  Jen's husband, when ever I saw him in public ,was wearing a black baseball cap like me.  Amil was wearing an earing like me and it looked really awkward on him.  COINCIDENCE. I apologize for the long entry.  Please I would like to hear all your thoughts about what happened to me..