I've been up and down and all over the place emotionally and energywise. I feel as if I am rapid cycling, a good friend mentioned rapid cycling to me at one time. What should I do? Self medicate?? I take klonopin but they barely touch me anymore. I am uncomfortable in my own skin, having thoughts of doing crazy things that I know will just cause more problems. I can't grasp what is happening to me. I'm hesitant to call my pdoc...I know I'll start crying and babbling and get agitated. Should I self medicate til Monday? Just not sure what to do.
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