My 18 year old son with Aspergers loves to play a few online games.  He came running up to me in a panic because he thought he bought something online by mistake.  We make deals that he does a chore so he can by a game or credits.  He always asks permission to buy things.

While we were going through the account to see if this purchase went through(it didn't), there was a charge for a game he bought.  It turns out it was on an automatic subscription renewel basis he wasn't aware of.  He said he stopped playing the game months ago.  He quickly cancelled the subscription.  I sent them an email to see if I could get a refund on the subscription.  I doubt if they will buy it doesn't hurt to ask.

Of coarse I became stressed and started to cry.  This made my son feel bad.  I explained that I couldn't help it, I can't hadle stress.

I don't how to be a good mother to him.  I'm such a mess.  Also he's complicated to deal with.

I don't know how I'm going to get through like this.  I make so many mistakes.  I feel like I don't know what I am doing.  I know I should be on top of things more but so many things freak me out.  I'm afraid of make a really huge mistake and ruining what life I have.

I'm also afraid of being judged because I've been judged a lot in life.