Part I...Its currently 7.45pm here in Australia where I am currently residing with my parents. Mum has just cooked a beautiful meal which I am currently digesting. I am having a couple of beers and I thought I would start on my second book of my blog. You are currently in the Philippines and have just finished work and heading home, and now have two rest days ahead of you.

Today Maria (Hun), I have been feeling good and at peace, something that I am not use to and was wondering how long the feeling would last. When you told me you were finished work I started to feel some sort of anxiety and my mood shifted. I did not know where this feeling was coming from or why, and gave myself some time to relax and think about it for a while. I realize now that its was anxiety brought on by the anticipation of being with you and seeing you, the feelings I would get when I was in the Philippines where I was visiting you and the days I would wait for you to come home to me. Although I'm not there, I still experience those feelings and I so wish you were coming home to me tonight.

Hun, I know you feel this way too and are counting down the days to when we see each other next. We have made plans to meet in New Zealand in the next month and both of us have been busy working together on making this happen. We are now waiting on a decision for your visa application, and we have both done all can to make sure that it will be successful. If it's approved it will be the next step in building our future together.

I believe it was fate that we met on the internet (just over 5 months ago). Since then you have taught me about faith. It amazes the amount of faith you have in your beliefs. I know this helps you to remain strong and keep a positive attitude. I must admit my faith had been lacking. I always wanted to believe, but I had too many doubts to accept that all things happen for a reason. I now understand the benefits of allowing God in our lives, and the powerful affirmations that can come from that. You made me believe again Maria, and I am getting into the habit of praying. But the things is, when I do, I feel like I am more thankful than anything else that I survived the past two years of my life, so I have been able to experience these new beginnings with you.

You know my life story Hun, you have read my blog from the beginning, wanting to get to know me and understand where I am coming from. Once again Hun, I am thankful for this, and for anyone else that may choose to read my writings also.

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