Hey, I go by one of 2 names, LavenderMoon is just one of them. I am 37, I will be 38 in August. I live alone with my 9 year old kitties. I have an upstairs neighbor I spend 90% of my time with and we really like each other but he wants his disability claim to go through first. I have survivors benifits that I collect off my mom as of this past June. Mom made sure I had my disability 22 years ago. I was diagnosed with bipolar at the ripe old age of a wopping 15 years old. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 10 or 11 and things just went downhill from there. After many different medications and many different drs and therapists who thought they knew better than my mom and I as to what I should be taking or doing... I am finally semi stable. I am however struggling with life events that have been making my stability become a bit on the shaky side. Course grief can do that to a person.