Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
But this is the one place I can come to vent and I need to vent. My normal go to person is unavailable this evening.
Yes it is me...Sossified back again.
I just am having a rough night in dealing with life right now. My husband was arrested for being in contempt of court for his child support. He is very mentally ill as some of you know so this wasn't a good thing. I had to have 155 to get him tonight and of course I am flat jack broke. So I had to borrow the money from his sister that I was going to have to borrow anyway this weekend to get him out. Thank God for my wonderful sister in law who helped us. Thank God for my wonderful mother in law who stayed with me waiting for our lovely FUCKED UP court system to process him.
Funny thing is, we don't live in the county he owes the money in, which is only about 2000 and the kid will be 19 in a month, so this is old stuff from the last year, the deputies who came and picked him up said that they never send out an arrest warrant for less than 10000 in our county. They couldn't believe it was all over such a small amount.
I am so frustrated with my life right now, mostly because there isn't money to pay the bills and survive. We go for his disability hearing on 2-10-11 and child support hearing on 2-7-11. Going to be a craptacular week for me.
I am going to need you guys, guess I am not so well. I can't seem to handle stress anymore. I just don't think I am strong enough to be able to deal with this all at once.
All I want to do is go to work, go to class, come home, clean house, cook dinner and pay my bills. Is that really too much to ask???
I am sorry I am rambling now. Maybe I should have just put this in a journal entry.
Yes it is me...Sossified back again.
I just am having a rough night in dealing with life right now. My husband was arrested for being in contempt of court for his child support. He is very mentally ill as some of you know so this wasn't a good thing. I had to have 155 to get him tonight and of course I am flat jack broke. So I had to borrow the money from his sister that I was going to have to borrow anyway this weekend to get him out. Thank God for my wonderful sister in law who helped us. Thank God for my wonderful mother in law who stayed with me waiting for our lovely FUCKED UP court system to process him.
Funny thing is, we don't live in the county he owes the money in, which is only about 2000 and the kid will be 19 in a month, so this is old stuff from the last year, the deputies who came and picked him up said that they never send out an arrest warrant for less than 10000 in our county. They couldn't believe it was all over such a small amount.
I am so frustrated with my life right now, mostly because there isn't money to pay the bills and survive. We go for his disability hearing on 2-10-11 and child support hearing on 2-7-11. Going to be a craptacular week for me.
I am going to need you guys, guess I am not so well. I can't seem to handle stress anymore. I just don't think I am strong enough to be able to deal with this all at once.
All I want to do is go to work, go to class, come home, clean house, cook dinner and pay my bills. Is that really too much to ask???
I am sorry I am rambling now. Maybe I should have just put this in a journal entry.
I don't know how I can be of assistance, but I will promise to pray for you. And welcome back. We need all the help we can get right now, too.
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Weinerhead...couldn't survive with out you love!