Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I've been thinking lately about suicide And that it is wrong and stupid But after my mother Hit me I think I might kill myself I have a strong faith in God and I think that whoever kills himself will go to hell but since I'm crazy I think God will Give me a break , My mother doesn't understand She thinks i am Fooling around She doesn't understand my illness ,
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Some people that we want to lean on insist on staying un edu about our illness.
Now Dear God doesn't re write his orders/plans to accomodate ea of us when we want. He just won't change for anybody.
Ea dday I pray that I had not cause anyone any type of harm. I also pray to be bless w another day to correct anything n everything that I may have said/done to cause harm, to cause someone to stumble.
It is our job to be examples to others n to plant seed along our lives.
I'me asking n praying that thoughts that we all have from time to time to depart us n not return. I also must say that I also pray that during such times we ask n cling onto God strength that he will soo give n provide us.
So Dear remember that our minds due to our illness will lie n cause us to have bad throught.
God so loved you that he created you even before your parents meet ea other. In power of Jesus Christ I love you too. XXX's
I'm sorry you are having such a bad time at home with your mom. Lots and lots and lots of people, even family, don't understand bipolar disorder, and they are not Going to understand it in the future.
But we get it. Lots and lots of us are here, sometimes depressed, sometimes, manic, but Always bipolar.
I hope you don't try to kill yourself. It's painful, and messy, and leaves a lot of hurt with those people who care about you.
Do you have a counselor or therapist that listens to you? Or a really good friend? Sometimes it helps me feel better if I just talk to somebody about everything. Do you take any medications like I do for your bipolar?
I know you can make friends here, who understand you. We can talk about Anything here.
Hugs - goingthru :)
Fast foward to me at about age 31 and my mom and I are standing in my living room and my two young kids are there. My mother is yelling about something and does not like the response I give. she cold cocked me in the side of my mouth full fisted. I walked out of the house without saying a word she followed of course. I opened her car door and told her to leave and not return til she realized hitting me was not allowed and hitting me in front of her grandchildren sure as hell wasnt ever going to happen again. I then watched her drive away. She called in a few days and it never happened again
Don't allow it to happen but don't end your life just because it did happen. If its her house get out . . . not sure if there are crisis shelters in Egypt but am hoping there is
why does your family think you go? do they support or encourage you getting help? I know your mom lost it - but your living at home, so what are the dynamics? Does she think your sick, one minute and then the next call you a faker?
We are a good sounding board, and here for you!
Suicidal thoughts and ideas are common, something we always need to remind ourselves "My brain is sick - don't believe lies about dying..." ((((BIG HUG))))
Some members, including myself - that have these thoughts, remind ourselves - ITS NOT ON THE TABLE - simple, not going to do it..... A permanent solutions, for temporary problems and pain!
Last year, you had a whole different set of problems and trust me - in 2014, you again - will have a Whole NEW set of problems.....LOL