Maybe go to the ER or call a crisis line? Do you have anyone with you? Could someone come over if not? Keep reaching out here if you need to do so.


(((hugs)))

i cant go to the ER...im talking to a crisis lady online but shes not helping cuz it feels soo computerized....my mom said she doesnt care...and i have no one else...idk what to do anymore:'-(

you are such a beautiful girl don't throw your life away.

Why can't you go to the ER might I ask? I never felt very helped by crisis either. The ER is really the best place if you can't take it any more they can't refuse you.

Maybe calling crisis and actually hearing someone's voice will help more, so sorry you are feeling this way. Please call a crisis line or go to the ER and tell them how you are feeling....(((((hugs))))

you can work through this, you just need the right kind of help. will you please make an effort to get just the kind of help you can use, like going to the E.R. or checking into the mental hospital... and then they can find the right medications for you so you can get your life back.

the reason i wont go to the er is cuz i dont wanna mess with my insurance..im going to renfrew soon and i dont wanna charge too much on the insurance u know? i crisis lad helped me a bit..i feeling a little better...optimistic..thank u guys soo much for replying..i realy appreciate it

the right medication and some rest can help a lot.
i hope you get the right medication and support from a therapist.
i know if you're patient you can work through these things with your insurance.
remember to love yourself and hold yourself and treat your inner child to the things you enjoy.
have something good to eat and take a nice shower or hot bath.
and get some peaceful rest if you can.
do anything nice for yourself and practice meticulous self care.
pray and stay safe.
xo

i'm glad you're feeling a bit better. good for you for contacting crisis.

it's hard, but sometimes we just have to clench our teeth and muscle through these hard times. i hope it passes for you soon.

I'm glad crisis helped a little bit.

If you want to talk about it with us that's what this support group is for. I have been suicidal before it isn't fun. You feel like you can't escape and that this feeling will never end. I hope you call your pdoc tomorrow and I hope you have a pdoc. pdoc is a psychiatrist by the way. Tdoc is therapist.

ooh thats why my mod is probably soo mad..i havent eaten more than once in weeks..i have slept for more than 7/8 hours for days

why haven't you slept or eaten!? That definitely would effect my mood too! If you have insurance you should go to the ER so they can help you get a better sleep schedule and you will get food in there also.

Unless there is another reason you aren't eating?

I'm sorry I don't really understand the complications with the insurance but insurances is suppose to cover hospital visits. I don't see why they wouldn't renew you just because you needed help? There won't be anything to insure if you don't get proper treatment.

i have insuraance...but i dont wanna use it too much too quickly...renfrew is happening in a week or 2 and if i go to the er..ers are expensive and i dont wanna pile the insurance with so much that they tell me they wont cover something..u know?

as for eating, its self doing....ive been starving myself for years...its my way to keep in control..and things to myself....sleep..idk i think its fomo (fear of missing out) lol....i feel like theres more important things to do than sleeping and so i stay u until i cant anymore..even if there nothing going on lol

do you think the lack of sleep and eating could be related to mania ?

i know they usually are for me. i mean, basically not just usually... pretty much is every time.

but i don't know if you are bipolar at all... and i don't want to seem like i'm trying to diagnose, just wanted to put that out there so you are aware. you may already know the signs of mania, but if you don't it could be helpful to look at those. it may not be that, just saying.. that's what happens to me when i experience mania. no sleep and almost no appetite.

Maybe you should have something to eat and then go rest. Sometimes you don't sleep, but at least your body can relax. If you have sleep meds, take them and just rest.

If you can't do that, and still are contemplating suicide, sounds like depression with psychosis. I thought insurance was supposed to cover health issues? The more I hear these kinds of stories, the more I am glad I am Canadian.

Please eat and sleep if you won't go to the ER.