Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
There comes a time when you just don't care anymore. It's the time when you're tired of trying. All you do is hang around waiting for the countdown to run out. You tired of trying to please people because you can't. You can't get ahead so you just stay behind.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Life appears to be likened to the layers of an onion.Some of our feelings are amplified truisms and some of our feelings are borne from trauma that is embedded deep in the subconscious.
The Awareness will show you what is possible and what is not.
The Awareness will show you what you can put up with and what you cannot.
But I do know what you mean. I take abuse and take abuse until I cannot take abuse anymore. Normally, when things get really critical, I start to push back.
I think that the best answer for anyone is to do what works for you and to find that patterns of behavior (positive and appropriate) that help you find your way.
Survival will sometimes be the key to successes. A lot of times, if you hit bottom, then the only way is up.
Example:
A friend of mine was homeless and got a house.
Example:
After 3 years of procrastination, I got medicaid for my son.
Example:
After the 1993 ice storm, my brother had had enough vodka and became sober.
My own problem appears to be that I have a totally different way of looking at the world then everyone else and I have to struggle with that and many times people shoot me down or criticize me for it.
Please call your doc (I know you hate those words), you don't want it to go too far. Unless, you are just venting to get it off your chest. I can certainly understand the frustration.............xo