Tell me, am I the only one who gets so confused about herself regarding her real emotions? Too many times I can't tell the difference between the balanced effects that my meds are having and whether I'm learning to live and becoming a better person. In other words, what's my personality. Right now I've been feeling a little numb, whereas just a few weeks ago I was so full of love. One small change in my dosages turns me around to feeling opposite of what I had been, so then I wonder if I ever even felt the way I wanted to. Aside from my controlling meds, who would I be and what thoughts and emotions are mine, given that it's a good day. Does this make sense to anyone?? how can I tell the difference between who I am and what's coming from the meds and what's coming from bipolar?? any words of advice? -offbalance
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