Yes, God. I have an undercurrent of anger always going through me. I am depressed for over 97% of my life and it is always there "humming" in the background.

Even though I have been DXed as BP I..and I have had mania and psychotic episodes in the past...my life for the last few years has had an undercurrent of depression also.

I plug along

I'm bp1 too dancingd , I wonder if my seroquel dose is too high.

It might be that your Seroquel dosage is too high.

I have found that even the smallest reduction, or raise in meds can make a huge difference .

Keep the communications open with your Pdoc

And good luck !

So very sorry to hear this.

BIG HUGS
dee

Seroquel sucked all the life out of me and I was pretty depressed but in a weird way. That's a powerful pill.

Try and not fight with anyone, it will make everything worse. I know it's really tough when you're there. ((hugs))

Seroquel had the same effect on me Indigo. It completely sucked all life out of me. Wish I could take it. Maybe thats what I need right now, total sleep, until something gets me out of this horrid depression along with angry outbursts.

I let my anger out when I feel it. Always worked for me better than storing it and dumping it all on some poor unsuspecting person that's usually someone I care about and cares about me.

Sometimes it is one of those people but either they get it, and why, or they stop caring. That just means I can stop caring enough to let them piss me off.

If I don't care then it just don't matter.

Of course I don't know how the drugs play on all this so take my words with a dollop of honey...or ice cream...or horseradish...suit to taste.

Good luck with finding a new constant in your life.

fdl

I also have the undercurrent of depression always looming. I have underlying anger that has turned into rage at times. I have a hard time letting go of the past which I can do nothiing about. Try to do one thing everyday that makes you happy and keep your faith and stay strong.