I have been at my job a week. I am enjoying it, seem to be catching on well. Work with nice people. I am grateful to have a decent job at long last!!!

Have been very short of breath. Saw my primary care dr and he said that I am very anemic. I had to have blood work and a stool sample test done (it is SOOO much fun sifting through your own poo to add to the lab containers. NOT). Due to the shortness of breathe, I also have to have an ultrasound of my heart on Feb. 1st. I have been reading and gallbladder issues can cause anemia. I have probs w my gallbladder. As far as migraine issues, my dr said that if I have any more, I need to get to a place where I can rest. If it sticks around too long, I should go back to the ER. he said that migraines can cause a stroke. I am so anxious about the thought of having another one.

I am also extremely mortified. The girl who was doing my hair when my migraine hit me that day, is my former boss's daughter. He has been sharing me his frustrations at his job for awhile now. Apparently, she told him that I was talking VERY loudly, repeating stuff he had shared with me. When he told me this, I almost started crying. I don't remember doing it and I am deeply ashamed. I apologized. He said he isn't upset with me because he knows that I didn't do it on purpose because I was so out of it. But I am still mortified and ashamed. I am afraid to even try to talk to him again, which makes me sad, because I consider him a good friend. I am so afraid he hates me because I broke his trust, even though I was out of it......