So I start a (another) new job on Monday. Today is my last day at the job I've been at since early February. I had to find something else because wasn't making enough to live on. I couldn't afford to pay my rent. I was about a month away from being homeless. I really liked the job, but I need a roof over my head.
I was fired from the job before that (in February as well as several others since 2015) due to "not catching on fast enough". I am TERRIFIED of another failure. When I told my dad I found a better job, he really hurt me. He said "are you going to be able to do the job"? When I asked him what he meant by that, he rubbed my nose in my job failures. I'm already feeling insecure enough and him saying that was a low blow. I haven't really had much contact with him in almost a week because of it.
I don't know what I will do if I fail again. I'm TERRIFIED by it. Any advice?
I'm really second guessing myself.
The board is slow. How are you doing?List a current goal, short term or long term. How is the weather in your area?WhAt are your Memorial Day plans?
Finally had my appointment with the doctor who has decided to add prozac into my medication routine alongside my anti psychotics. Has anyone had any experience on prozac because iv not heard good things and was told it might lead to manic episodes