I have a plan but I'm waiting until Oct 25th to do it.... I don't know if or how to talk to someone about it. But since making this plan I don't feel like I have to rush and sneak around like I normally did in the past. All I want is to be dead and not feel anything in this pathetic life anymore.
Pain is stupid especially when the doctors can't find anything that would make sense. I just need to die
Less and less palpitations today. Bit of indigestion too. Dislike, how I feel it in my throat sometimes...While, they are still there, I went for my walk (even though I had to end it early, because of too many people being around me, with no mask), took a shower, washed dishes, and cooked dinner for me and my girlfriend. I have been making the mistake of googling symptoms, instead of just...
I sleep horribly. An hour here or there through out the night. I'm taking .25mg Halcion and 250mg of Depakote at night and 1mg of Rexulti in the morning. I'm up almost every hour every night. What have you found effective? I've tried Ambien and Restoril and they dont help at all.Thanks