Am having a rough time......again! I swing up and down with the meds the same way I did before the meds. So I question, over and over, why keep taking the damn meds??? I am so freaking pissed off at all of this bp crap that I cannot take it anymore!! I don't believe the pdoc. My taking these heavier meds all started after my father died after I simply went to the md and told her that I couldn't stop crying. That was 5 years ago!!!! Now after 5 years and god knows how many meds later....nothing has changed but my confidence and job status......I lost both of them. I cry, mixed episode, I can't sleep well, manic. NONE OF THIS MAKES SENSE TO ME ANYMORE and the only solution I can come up with is weaning myself off these damn meds because over 5 years nothing has changed!!
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