My intro reminds me of Alanas Morressett Hand in my pocket
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTgrASzzUXU

I'm broke but I'm happy, I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded, I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober, I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless, I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything is going to be quite alright
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the…

This song is a coping skill feel - I know whatever happens I"ll be ok...when I have suicidal thoughts I hold on to - this will pass, that one day this "depression story" will be funny, just not today!

Looks beautiful outside, as I sit on this bed typing to you. I really want to clean and organize my house - its out of control and with stuff, The house looks like another 6 months of this shit and it will look like I'm a hoarder....so I have today to start (again) or next month, the shit will wait right where it is LOL

I hope I don't irritate some members, I am trying post to move it along...I remember when I was very active and old members came back and said DS used to be this, and used to be that - I remember thinking, maybe saying LOL the board is how it is NOW.... I don't want to be one of those old members... But..............................

If everyone posted 5 new post - and commented on 5 post LMAO

Hope you are having a good Friday,.................................

ooops, Have a Good Sunday and Better week!!!!

Had a nice week. Not too busy. I have been doing great mood wise. I'm not as ecstatic as I used to be but at least I am not feeling down these days. This has been a busy weekend as I am babysitting two puppies. They are pretty well behaved but they just have a lot more energy than my two older dogs. My Sunday is pretty mellow. I made breakfast for the kids and took them to the park. Took the puppies to the dog park. We are home now just relaxing for the rest of the day. Wondering how everyone else is doing.

Did 2 loads of laundry, went to the gym, and a thrift store. Didn't buy anything. I am just worn out and am having a hard time exercising. I rode the stationary bike for 25 minutes, but couldn't get any kind of speed going. I don't know why I'm so weak and worn out.

It's snowing here, we are supposed to get 1-3 inches. At least the temperature is up to 16 today. Much better than our below zero temps we've been having.

Hope everyone has a good week.

I have been really lazy today.... I've not done too much of anything but I feel okay

I did cook a nice supper for my landlord/roomie and his boyfriend and me

I feel pretty healthy but broke....smile.... oy vey

I watched The Good Doctor today..... My new favourite show.... I love Freddie Highmore.... .. I think he's going to be one of the greats.....

I'll probably just lay back and read tonight....

A friend of mine is going to BC on Tuesday so I'll be dropping into see her 92 year old mom every afternoon for a visit for a week or so..... So that will keep me out of trouble!

Have a good week all!.....xo

I'm watching the Good Doctor now!!!! Also one of my new favorites : )

Hi all! I am currently laying in bed under a pile of dogs. I’m excited to see pdoc tomorrow and his regular secretary is back from maternity leave which has me oddly over the moon. I like to see the same people when I go into a place. It puts me at ease. But I’m don’t nag we’ll enough. Still not working but keeping busy

Isn't he great Gina.... I feel in love with Freddie playing Norman Bates.... He's so talented.... I don't know if you know anything about him.... I saw him interviewed and heard his Bates Motel colleagues talked about him

He's a Brit..... genius.... apparently he talks non stop....ha..... speaks 9 languages..... impressive young guy

I hope your appt goes really well kisses......xo

Those blue eyes! He is an excellent actor - I agree! Love the show, I binge watching, I'm up to show 5, 4 had the boy with cancer that looked exactly like is brother....