Finding things difficult again. Had a good few days felt like I was in control. I don't feel like that today. Been drinking to control my mood and I know that's not the answer. Finding everything overwhelming. The house is a mess but I can't clean it. I'm not showering or eating. Everything is just getting on top of me again. I'm shaking alot and out of meds for my anxiety. Keep getting upset and having suicidal feelings. Feeling very lost today
The other day I treated myself to a grinder. Now I've not had tv since John left home, thus my eyes are drawn to the 'tube' when I'm out,..the restaurant had a Huge TVThe program was the World Champion climbing ''goo' (my word) stair climb....talk about falling down and getting back up again https://newsdaily.today/the-first-ever-slippery-stairs-world-championship-espn-8-the-ocho/Insanity! At...
Is it to much to ask a spouse to respond to a text?He almost never responds unless he needs something.He never answers his phone while at work.Am I crazy to expect him to communicate with me on things that don't directly involve him?