I seem to have zero tolerance for anything today. Irritable as hell. Just doing my best to not say/do anything mean.

Forecast for the weekend isn't looking too good.

I feel like Satan has taken my soul and is now living in me. I wanna punch people and am pretty much ready to just fight someone. The thoughts I am having are quite disturbing.

Doing ok for today. Not irritable/angry today so I'm trying to enjoy that while I can. Don't know if I'll wake up tomorrow different or not.

I'm doing absolutely wonderful!! I am home with the flu as my only daughter sits in the hospital having my first grandchild that I can't go see!! SOLUTELY Effin WONDERFUL

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Had a rough day went to the mall and tried to open few credit cards. No such luck I guess that is a good thing, but it really made me feel Bad. We will see how tomorrow goes.

Fairly crappy. In the middle of a med change and we don't have the cocktail right yet. So I'm down today with suicidal thoughts. I have a call into my pdoc but haven't heard back from him yet. It's still early though. I have no energy and no motivation. Even feeding myself is too much of a bother.

I'm feeling ok today. A bit anxious , but not too bad. Didn't do anything productive today since it was my day off I just took it easy.

Not looking forward to the weekend because I have to work 2 8 hr shifts at Target and that makes me really anxious.

It's been a beautiful day here.. week for that matter and it really picks up the spirits.. Im loving it..
Im sorry you're going through a rough time sweetie.. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.. great big hug of comfort and calm..xo

Weather is Beautiful, had a royally crappy day with my delusional sister that needs to be put away for life.....my mom is going to die an early death because of her.

Its a bright beautiful day and I'm feeling good. I woke up this morning to a big bunch of balloons tied around a big bag of peanut butter M&Ms (him and the boys ate all of the last bag) and a hot cup of my favorite flavored coffee from my wonderful (today) hubby. Spent a little time together out in the warm sunshine sipping coffee before he was off to bed.

Stressing a little waiting to see if my mom calls me today and not sure if I want her too and if she does if I'll talk to her. We haven't spoken in months.

I'm feeling better today with only two days of the Lexapro (upped dosage) in me. I've done about 20 minutes of house work today, made dinner, called insurance company, made dinner, going to make dinner in the crock pot for tomorrow tonight sometime. I was feeling F.I.N.E. last week and earlier this week but am doing better now. Start working at the office (I've been working from home) on Monday scared as all get out but if I don't try I'll never know if I could do it or not.

Met too many family, siblings etc.......sun was out fr a wee while. Shouted a lot. Blamed God a bit. Told Atheism to fuck off.
Had ice-cream...yummy
Have to meet friends tomorrow in a pub..........

It is now early evening ..Pacific Standard Time ...had a pretty good day.
Met friends for coffee this Am, had a meeting with the Facility where my Mom lives on how best to treat her dementia....not so fun.

Dinner is about ready, then some TV

i feel like a lost cause today

i feel like FUCKIT today.

i feel like. EVERYTHING today.