and zero fucks were given that day....

nobody said the illness was easy yo. it does steel away parts of ur life & ya gotta work on it. depression is oober hard. i get it fo sho. the illness is not who u are imo. if ya lost a leg or mobility would ya try ta walk again as hard as ya could.

ya, its a mindtrip & hard. have ya talked to the docs ta see bout meds? i dont know what ur on but lamicatal seems ta work for lots & it thru me into mania. dont give it the power ta win. the joy will come back.

and the day wasnt over so ya cant say zero fucks were given that day. ha

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I dont know but this is comforting right now

Im on abilify right now I was on depekene for a year and half before this

may need an add on? check w pdoc. i know ya've been down in the dumper for a bit now.

anything comforting is awesome. i found tho when i got depressed i became complacent or formed bad *habits*

when ya get in that habit mode its hard ta break. my advice? check with the doc about an add to med. they started me way back on abilify & lamictal and thats when i found out i run mainly on manic mode. lamictal seems to be the miracle depression drug. maybe post a question bout it on the main board & see how it works for others?

hang in there, Remember this will pass. This is the way our mood disorder works. have you seen your psychiatrist lately? When I get this upset I usually need to get my medications adjusted to stabilize my moods. I have felt the depression that you are feeling. It sucks but it is something that will pass soon.
lisa

My mood just swung :D
Its changed I am now officially manic
and i tried to kill myself last night

It sounds like to get into see your doctor asap or emerg... Trying to kill yourself is no good shend... This is a controllable disorder but we need medical help to get it under control at times

Big hug for you.....x

yes agree. doctor asap. ur mood switch is pretty dam fast.