So apparently my body/brain don't like it very much when my pdoc and I try to decrease my depression meds. We did this to try to get me to normal rather than slightly higher than normal 24/7. I started to notice my concentration leaving me but didn't think much of it since I'm pretty burnt out from studying for midterms. Then all of the sudden today in the middle of work I like freaked out and almost started crying. I'm depressed again. Its not horrible but I can't be okay like this. My school work and social life with def suffer. I know I can just increase my depression meds again but for the few days inbetween.......I just can't handle this. I feel so alone and upset and angry and sad and scared and frustrated.
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