My mania has been horrible the past month and a half, and it just won't stop. I can't stop spending money, driving recklessly, stealing, and I always have to be on the go go go or else I'm worthless. I do have suicidal thoughts, but they are pretty fleeting during my manic times. I've been having bad delusions, that everyone hates me and is plotting against me and that I'm always being watched. It's completely consuming for me, I can't think of anything else. I just don't know what to do. Should I go to the hospital?
I'm having one those depression spells where I can hardly move. I'm crying a lot, my body feels extremely tired and weak, there's so much emotional pain in my head and I have no motivation.I know this is a chemical imbalance but it seems like so much more.It's one of those times I want someone to hold and comfort me but thete's nobody nearby that can do that for me. It's like I'm becoming a...
I had to laugh at me.I deleted something and had a panic attack. Didn't realize how high my anxiety was until it happened.Drinking some liquid, even breathing, and laughing as the anxiety disappeared naturally.