Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am going to pdoc this morning ca time in about an hour.
I am really depressed. I am nautiuos because I feel like I have lost control of myself.
I have been through several physical illnesses in the past month including hives of which I just finished my last steroid this morning.
I have been assaulted verbally by email. and have had to resolve the situation through a counselor. This was a church situation and needed to be resolved as quick as possible.
I have been in childcare ministry for years and am now feeling like I can't get it together. I am going to request some time off to get in balance and I am sad because it is all because of the things I have been going through.
I can't hardly concentrate at school. I am only taking 2 classes this semester and yet the one I can't seem to pick up. I am trying to think straight but I am afraid I will need a med change.
I recently couldn't pay attention to my bank account and was forced to callin all my pennies and laundry quarters. Well thank God I had them but I am just frustrated because I can't seem to get it together.
Now I have no money for new meds or Dr appts. I know I am still fighting an infection and I will have to wait since I have tried every antibiotic and none are working anymore.
I feel completely exhausted from all of this and just want to run away and just think about nothing.
Well I guess I better print this for my pdoc. Maybe it will help him help me out.
I am really depressed. I am nautiuos because I feel like I have lost control of myself.
I have been through several physical illnesses in the past month including hives of which I just finished my last steroid this morning.
I have been assaulted verbally by email. and have had to resolve the situation through a counselor. This was a church situation and needed to be resolved as quick as possible.
I have been in childcare ministry for years and am now feeling like I can't get it together. I am going to request some time off to get in balance and I am sad because it is all because of the things I have been going through.
I can't hardly concentrate at school. I am only taking 2 classes this semester and yet the one I can't seem to pick up. I am trying to think straight but I am afraid I will need a med change.
I recently couldn't pay attention to my bank account and was forced to callin all my pennies and laundry quarters. Well thank God I had them but I am just frustrated because I can't seem to get it together.
Now I have no money for new meds or Dr appts. I know I am still fighting an infection and I will have to wait since I have tried every antibiotic and none are working anymore.
I feel completely exhausted from all of this and just want to run away and just think about nothing.
Well I guess I better print this for my pdoc. Maybe it will help him help me out.
Cymbalta was a real blessing but now I have to just let go and see what's next. Have a great day and I look forward to letting you know things are better because I can't take my life. I tried when I was 12.
Now I have the sweetest husband of almost 7 years and he lost his brother to suicide as well as I did. I can't seem to get over that. I have to just pray and throw myself on the mercy of the court.
Thanks again.
Keeping my sights on better things to come. Please come.
I am waiting for my upgrade on my Cymbalta to come in through the mail.
I have been down in the morining and then a little manic in the evening. And now I feel like I am getting physically ill again.
That doesn't help. But it is what it is.
I really appreciated not being alone that day and hope you all have a great Friday.