Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
i dont even know why i am writing here. i have pneumonia, bipolar, asthma, hashimoto's disease, PCOS, left ovarian failure, endometriosis and inverted uterus. this is all i know now. they try to say everything is fibromyalgia related.
well today just got the best of me. i found out last night that they are cutting my power tomorrow. they offer a single (1 day) extension but it costs money. i think my fiance called today and got it extended. thats great but, now what if he still makes no money? i am completely unfit to work. hes been working as a mechanic but now there is nothing coming in, or what is there the customers havent paid on. The boss wont pay anybody until customer pays.. one week $750 then the next two weeks nothing. then $500 then 3 weeks no pay. I know there are places where we can get food but fiance has no license and no car insurance so he risks getting in trouble evry time he get in the vehicle. I have a truck but it is also broken down it would cost $200 to get road legal i am completely stumped i dont know how to fix this.
all i have done is cried. people keep saying things like go to salvation army ask for help go to churches and beg for utility assistance. that is not something i can do....
i make a freggin gofundme account.. because i dont know what do it. i have been crying all day and having panic attacks but the 1mg of ativan isnt helping
well today just got the best of me. i found out last night that they are cutting my power tomorrow. they offer a single (1 day) extension but it costs money. i think my fiance called today and got it extended. thats great but, now what if he still makes no money? i am completely unfit to work. hes been working as a mechanic but now there is nothing coming in, or what is there the customers havent paid on. The boss wont pay anybody until customer pays.. one week $750 then the next two weeks nothing. then $500 then 3 weeks no pay. I know there are places where we can get food but fiance has no license and no car insurance so he risks getting in trouble evry time he get in the vehicle. I have a truck but it is also broken down it would cost $200 to get road legal i am completely stumped i dont know how to fix this.
all i have done is cried. people keep saying things like go to salvation army ask for help go to churches and beg for utility assistance. that is not something i can do....
i make a freggin gofundme account.. because i dont know what do it. i have been crying all day and having panic attacks but the 1mg of ativan isnt helping
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Some things we don't talk about, we breathe them... Some things cannot be explained, but rather experienced. Some of the most healing moments arise when given the memory, acknowledging the love.One cannot go back in time; we move forward, and we carry the love we shared. No one but ourselves has the power to do so, or the permission to do so, but ourselves.So live life with your faith and...
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...
No matter what. Keep going.
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