Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Itzjustme
do any of you get into a mood were u cant stop talking? like u wanna stop but words just keep spilling out of your mouth? for me its like im intoxicated or something..just spilling things out. i ended up spilling to my mom that i talk about her in therapy and i feel like complete shiiiiiit! i feel horrible about it cuz no parent wants to here that and she said i was a backstabber because i talk about her and my dad (theyre divorced and my dad treated me like shiit and wen my step mom is home im miserable here) she thinks im only suppose to talk about him. ughh
and with my friend, i was being such a jerk..i love her so much. but i was talking to her and telling her how i dont want her to leave me like the other ppl in my life that left and then i started telling her how i ruin relationships with ppl by being stupid, a lousy bad person and it makes her mad wen i tlak bad about myself. and then she asked why was i doing this and i was like idk..im miserable.
idk if this is a bipolar thing or if im just stupiddd :(
and with my friend, i was being such a jerk..i love her so much. but i was talking to her and telling her how i dont want her to leave me like the other ppl in my life that left and then i started telling her how i ruin relationships with ppl by being stupid, a lousy bad person and it makes her mad wen i tlak bad about myself. and then she asked why was i doing this and i was like idk..im miserable.
idk if this is a bipolar thing or if im just stupiddd :(
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I don't think this whole problem is your doing. I don't think your Mom should be surprised that you talk about her in therapy. What does she expect? And your friend should chill and not feel threatened by your rambling. So there are lessons for everyone, but take care of yourself.
im so glad im not th eonly one who does that! so its all part of being manic..cuz wen im depressed, no one hears from me...i am on anti psychotics...5mgs of abilify but im taking half cuz the whole makes me too tired to function and i need to function :)