Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
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I can't see past the nose on my fucking face right now I'm so pissed at so many things the past, present and future.....wtf??? I don't understand why I get this way but I do and it's so not good for me or anyone near me....
Took half a seroquel and 2 klonopin....I cannot believe this is my gd life I hate bp, I hate myself and can't see any good at all right now no matter how hard I try......it's beyond that.....and I just don't care to be here anymore.
This is really hard for me to post about.....but I don't know what else to do but drive to and thru the fn hospital at this point.....sigh
Took half a seroquel and 2 klonopin....I cannot believe this is my gd life I hate bp, I hate myself and can't see any good at all right now no matter how hard I try......it's beyond that.....and I just don't care to be here anymore.
This is really hard for me to post about.....but I don't know what else to do but drive to and thru the fn hospital at this point.....sigh
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

I think sometimes our anger can spread like a wildfire or cancer. It's so out-of-control and nearly impossible to stop. Perhaps you should go on a beautiful Saturday night drive that just so happens to conclude at the hospital?
Take care you!
I see my tdoc next week and am going to tell him that we need to hit up these rage issues that I have....this is just too crazy and I'm afraid. I don't think driving for me at this point is a good idea.....but it sure sounds nice!! I've already taken to spins around town...maybe 3 I lost count.
I have had temper issues as far back as 2 yo, I need to get this bullshit dealt with asap. I know it's going to take some work that's fine no qualms with hard work have done that all my life......but my head is about to split beause my blood pressure is thru the roof right now......digging myself to an early grave here. sigh
Thanks for repsonding Baby appreciate it.....I'm working on breathing right now...it's all I know to do.
I hope tomorrow is a better day...xo
I'm just sticking to the Geodon and asking the pdoc to lower the dose to something I can tolerate and taking a benadryl when I do take it.
It all blows......sigh
(((HUGS))) Good luck, and be well.