There are many things that are rough about bipolar disorder.  The one I am dealing with today is anxiety keeping me from getting things done.  Another is when you are in an episode, you not sure what to think so you can't trust your judgement.  It is terrible to lose those abilities.

If you have seen my earlier post, you know that I need to move.  I hate moving with all the searching and the packing, etc.  When I start looking for apts.  on internet, I really nervous and sick feeling.  I get afraid I go into a panic attack or make a stupid decision.

I will see my psychiatric nurse practitioner today and I will tell her all about this.  I will wait to see what see can do to help me through this difficult time I'm going through.

I know I sound like a wimp and I maybe I am.  Bipolar had taken my courage away.  I will somehow find a way to get this accomplished.