i lost my job for the second time a few weeks ago. I have seven weeks left of unemployment that I can use. I am also taking an online course for medical coding. I am just realllly feeling overwhelmed and hopeless. I live in an area where there are not a lot of good jobs (although are there ANY good jobs out there anymore??). I thought about moving to Alabama because my dad said I could stay at his place while I look for a job. The next time I brought it up, he was REALLLLLY discouraging, saying that he doesn't know if people in that area would be friendly towards me when looking for a job. (Because I am from The northern part of the country)....so then I thought I might try moving back to Ohio. But then I remember what happened to me when I moved there the last Time. I got a job and stayed with a family member who treated me like I was a piece of garbage. She charged me $200 for rent at her house and I didn't even have a room of my own!!!!! I lived there for exactly six weeks. Her friend ended up ripping off my Xanax at a time when my anxiety was through the roof and I was dealing with undiagnosed bipolar disorder. The night I discovered it was missing, she verbally, mentally and physically abused me. She told me I was a liar and started ripping the house apart and told me that when she found my medicine, she would be asking me to leave (late at night, in a huge city where I knew nothing and no one). She also punched me in my chest and I hit her back. She "granted me permission" to go to bed. The next day, I thought to check the trash and found my empty rx bottle. She NEVER apologized, nothing. I wanted to call the police and she threatened once again to throw me out. So then I moved to where I currently live. I stayed with my mother and her husband. I worked at Walmart as a cashier (the most humbling job I have EVER had). I was in such a depressed state when I arrived to live here that I would lay in bed and cry. I could barely function (I was also dxd with hypothyroidism later in life). When I laid there crying, my mother would pound her fists on the wall and scream at me that I made her wish she was dead. So....here I am, at another point in my life where I don't know where to turn for help, but know that these family members will only abuse me. I just don't know what to do. I am in a very depressed state and having a lot of anxiety as well. I am really scared. Can anyone offer insight please?? Thank you!!