Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
JennS
It seems my being here on Earth is pretty much pointless. People rarely do as I say. I get trampled on all the time. They criticize and make fun of me. This has been going on all my life. I get very little help. Even when I've asked for it I would either be denied or given bad advise. I learned a long time ago that most people don't want to listen to other peoples' problems. When someone is listen to me, they generally miss the point by a mile. It's extremely frustrating. My life has been filled with tragedy, failure, disappointment and other dysfunction.
I can't wait to die so I don't have to feel so lousy all the time. I won't have to deal with the pile of crap that is my life anymore.
I can't wait to die so I don't have to feel so lousy all the time. I won't have to deal with the pile of crap that is my life anymore.
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I mean, does that come up all that often?
On here, I give a hell of a lot of suggestions, but that's usually because people post here looking for opinions and/or advice.
And I don't care if people take my advice.
If your life is filled with as much negativity as you state here -- constantly getting trampled, being criticized and being made fun of, it's likely that you could use some lessons in coping techniques.
The kind that you can learn in therapy.
Or, if you are autistic, maybe it's a matter of having trouble reading cues.
If that's the case, I'm not sure what you should do.
Ask others on here who deal with the same obstacles how they cope and learn workarounds to get through life.
All I AM pretty much sure of is that your life shouldn't be this bad and that there are probably steps you can take to make things better.
Yeah. I really don't think that your life has to be a pile of crap forever.
I can perfectly understand why you want out, since you don't see any way to make things better.
But I truly believe that there ARE ways!!!
It's a matter of you figuring out what they are and then employing them!!!
Well, at least you can come here and be respected and not made fun of!!!!
I don't want you to be miserable and I don't want you to die.
(((((Hugs)))))