Call your Pdoc

Call your pdoc now. When I was having thoughts of going off the road they deemed me a danger to others. And they were right. Call. Get the med tweek before they hospitalize you.

Wow....I have had that feeling TONS of times. In fact....I'm getting there lately. VERY poor sleep involved as well. Worse than usual, tossing and turning, and waking up, fully awake, several times through the night. Can't stop fidgeting.....high anxiety.

Ugh.

I can really relate to this post. I feel physically irritated and agitated, I want to take a bat to the wall and get this anger and "Black feeling" out of me. I try so hard to talk myself calm, but lately I need the extra neuron tin to take that edge off. I get so anxious I can't drive and that make me angry with myself. I also am a f/t caregiver to my 80 year old mom and lose my patience with her when I am feeling bad and that makes me feel guilty and remorseful and angry with myself. I didn't mean to ramble on,just gotta believe we will get better soon. Be well- Bonz

I call it the "hate my skin" phase - it sucks, another way I describe it - I feel tarred and feathered, a miserable irritability and agitation, and its not part of my normal make up, or personality...

I HATE it - RUN to the pdoc, don't stay there longer than you have too! Say Yes to the Drugs ((((BIG HUG))))

I can empathize as I have had a lot stress and a few outbursts lately. But I usually quickly recover from them.

What you are describing sound a little troubling. I would recommend seeing your pdoc for a med tweak.

(((Hug)))

I will call my doctor in the morning. I'm glad that I'm not the only one that feels this way at times. I can't help what I feel like doing but sometimes I want to do it more than I should. I hate feeling like this.

I am so sorry you feel this way........I truely understand how uncomfortable it is and how much it can scare you. When episodic, hypo manic, manic, I feel this way. It is dysphoria for me and I know when I feel this way, I need a med change or adjustment. It is important to put some coping skills in place when you feel like this.........I definately "don't" drive when I feel this way and I try to avoid interacting with people. It can be an uncontrolable mood that needs to be adressed by your pdoc..........hope you feel better soon...........xo

Nix running off the road and RUN!! to your pdoc!!

i feel like this at times...i know its pretty miserable.

hope you feel better very soon! xo

AW. Thank God you will be visiting w you Dr in morning.You had me concerneed for you n others.
Think of worst physical pain that you have ever felt. that is nothing compaired to physical pain n shock from intense pain that people have in car wreaks.
I'm on 2 mood stablizer. I'm so mello nothing bothers me w exception of your post but I feel better now that I have read your reply/update.

It is ok to throw hair brush into mattress &/or scream into a pillow, just remember if u brake glass, as liken to coffee cup, more than likely it will be you who cleans it up, except for that 1 sliver of glass that we end up stepping on.

If your going to drive yourself to DR appt in morning. give yourself extry time to be able to stop as many times as needed along the way.
Sometimes it use to take me an hr to get somewhere that normally only takes 20 minutes to drive there because I would half to pull over n park to refocus/calm myself down.
At this point I suggest that you take a cab or have a freind drive you to n from your appt n possible to pharmacy tomarrow.
I thank God for med's n diffrent mg's of med's. I'v been in your shoes but w right meds I promise things will become so called normal as possible. Things will get better w med's n learning copeing skills.
Oh ya.I almost forgot,lol, I also have med for anxiety. I only take it when needed.When I take it, I will not drive.
Sorry for haveing wrote a novel reply. I'm either real quite or a chatter box at times,lol.

I wish that DS hadn't auto bump your post as will as others, like they normally do, which is understandable being that it makes rm for others.
Anywhoo. how r u doing? how did things go today w Dr.? Did u drive yourself to Dr or get a ride? Did u opt to take a minney vacation in hospital? Did u get your meds twick or new med-s ? Ya, I throught about you throughout out my day n here it is 1:30 in morning.
I had follow up x rays done today n Dr gave me pain med that won't knock me out, like the pain med that he tryed to get me to stay on.
Update please.
Thank you for invite. I feel bad that I must decline only because I'm not a friend that would keep reg contact. it has nothing to do w u or our freindship nor others in my life, it's just the way I am. My freinds ( the one's that I c in person) understand n accept that I wonder in & out of their lives but as a freind I will make myself available when needed/called upon.
Please know that I am here for you, the best way that I can be.Know that we all/BP ers are here for you too.
Last wk I has a slip n fall. Right now,I have set too long so I must leave my desk n return to sofa. Sofa has thick seat cusions ( I do not,lol) so I have been sleeping on sofa.
If yor in hospital relax n enjoy. I liked my mini hospital visit. the waiter/food n maid services, med's etc... was nice. When I was in hospital for vacation, the hospital Dr that seen me wasn't eye candy,lol, he was old enough to be Moses :I
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