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Once Gin the hypomanic episode has lifted and I look around the house check credit card transactions debit cards and see what I have done. This happens every week rapid cycler and I can see how much I bought made and just plain accumulated over the past week. I came down slept today from early evening last night to 2 in the afternoon today. I felt wretched and slowly coming awake and feel headachy and sore from lying in bed so long. My mood is good think I am slowly going up no normal feeling for me just up and down so I am wondering how long it will last this way. Haqve to put clean up from my last creative session this seems to be the hypomania now create a lot of stuff you name it I have done it and then come down look at all the new markers pen s paint brushes etc and see all the pictures flowers whatever and then organize then within a few dwys all is out all over the apt. I really do not know what to do about these cycles It is better with the lamictal and zyprexa but I still have these episodes. My first doctor who diagnosed me said it will not go in to remission amd I was a textbook case so I do not have hopes that it will ever change at least go away completly and was pk with that but now it is harder to accept at least during the lows. How can I change these sleepless nights that feed the high I do not know I have tried everything nothing puts me to sleep until I come down so I guess for now I have to just live with this and try to limit my spending and creative output and try to keep them at a minimum I can donate some stuff to the craft club but it seems such a waste
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

I miss the part of mania where I am super productive. You do beautiful work!
Its something I did years ago when my Manic Eps were bad and I would blow through major amounts of money. Also maybe get rid of the Credit Cards, or keep them in a Safety Deposit box if you need them for emergencies but not keep them at home where you have access to them.
Just thoughts. Hope you had a more restful day.
Kat
I would ditch the credit cards or have someone that you really trust hold them for you
If you know that you're always going to have this then I wouldn't take the chance of having them or change the amount you're able to put on them
A limit of 500 dollars or something like that..... xo
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