Bunny I'm not sure if you are in danger.

I have had very significant dreams about people I ended up meeting sometimes as long as 10 years after the dream. I have also had very vivid dreams about places I ended up going to as long as ten years after the dream...weird right? All of these people have had significant effects on my life the same with the places....I wish I could tell you more but sometimes we are merely a radio with the ability to tune into channels not everyone can hear.....

I need to know the ability is it a gift

I think it is a gift...

Are you diagnosed with bipolar? Are you on meds? I had psychosis when manic unmedicated and I saw people they talked to me were very real ...saw people from my life that were in another province all very very real at the time but they were not .. They were hallucinations... Just wanted to check with you that you are well? ((Hugs)) polar

No, it's not a gift.

Have you been diagnosed? Are you on meds?

I don't know what's going on Bunny.... I would see a doctor though to begin with.... Have you been diagnosed as bipolar?
If it's psychosis the right medication will stop it and that will be your answer.... I would start with seeing a doctor though.... Big hug ... It must be scary for you.....xo

Do see a doctor.
However, I'm getting off the opinion that there is more than what we know is fact

I experienced similar in the harshest of my PTSD psychosis. I was experiencing sleep deprivation levels of insomnia and nightmares at the time. My shrinks were convinced it was "leakage" around the memory blocks I had constructed in order to cope with the trauma and the anxiety over what I was becoming. I still don't know how thoroughly I agree with them, but I do know the appearances started to go away as my healing progressed. I can't remember the last time I had the experience.

But that is me. . .

Gentle support while you figure out what it is for you, Bunny.

I want the visions of people to go away. I am seeing a doctor and I am on my meds. Also the dejavu is causing anxiety I can be in a time where I remember and feel like it was something I was supposed to change.

Metaphysical is possibly at play here. Could be that your meds aren't working and your brain is producing things it shouldn't. Keep a sleep log. If you're getting under 3 hours a night for more that 4 days, you're probably in a psychosis and need med tweaks immediately.

What do people think about? Their minds. I'm stuck on the past pain I've experienced. I want to go back to college. But are people think about war, death, econonomy and family. I just wish I could look like these healthy people out here and have something to talk about. You all make me happy to see you doing well knowing I could've had that life if it weren't for the poor choices I made

I would discuss with your doctor that your meds 'may' not be working.... You may need a tweak....I've heard voices and known there were men in my bushes outside however it was psychosis for me.... I would discuss this with your pdoc

It may be something else however I would do all you can to make sure it's not related to BP first....

Sweetie everyone makes mistakes and poor choices.... That's part of our growing pains unfortunately... I think it's often what we do with them that counts

You can still have happy times..... I think what we all do is 'in pursuit of happiness'

It sounds like you might be in a depression and seeing your doctor might be the best choice for right now.... Big hug .....xo