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Nervous about my appt

iam30113
iam30113
I have an appt in the morning and I'm nervous. Plus I've had a really rough day. I got the feeling last year that my classmates weren't too fond of me. Unfortunately it's the same set this year and now I'm certain of it. I told myself I'm too old for the high school bullshit and their petty remarks but I was almost in tears during class anyway. One of my lecturers seemed to notice just how intimidated I was by their negative feelings when she called on me to answer a question. I hesitated and she said she knew I wasn't comfortable talking in class but it didn't matter what they (my classmates) thought, they weren't important. I hope she knows how much that meant. Anywho, I'm up watching United States of Tara though I need to be up before 8 tomorrow to make it to my appt at 9. My day had a silver-lining, thank goodness. I covered the launch of the Samsung UHD Curved TV and met a tv personality I practically idolize. Yaay for me.
spacekat
spacekat
I hope your classes go well - It sounds like you have a great teacher! Never mind what you're old classmates think! That's their problem! I know that's easier said than done, but if you can ignore them (or imagine them all as anxious as you)

I LOVE The US states of Tara! I can't wait until it comes to Netflix!

And YAY is right! Sounds like you had a good day covering the unveiling of the curved Samsung TV - if I understand correctly! Are you a newscaster? Or a writer? Interesting!

((((HUGS))))
iam30113
iam30113
Writer. It really was fun. I needed that one good moment.
Desigol1979
Desigol1979
Pray your appointment goes well, honey!
sadiegirl13
sadiegirl13
Good luck this morning! And I'm so glad your day had a silver lining y'day.
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady
I hope it's going well today! Let us know!
iam30113
iam30113
First off my tdoc does not agree with my pdoc's dx and vice versa. He thinks I'm more bipolar than borderline and she thinks the opposite. I'm wondering if I'm saying different things to each. They need to have a nice long chat and decide on when we can all have a sit down together or something cos p deals with the drugs and I don't wanna find out t was right and the meds screw me up. Still no meds, by the way. So today we have come to the realization that I have severe trust issues, major anxiety, severe depression- hopefully not bad enough to be considered major d, I'm not a narc- thank goodness but I do have schizo-typal personality or something like that. I'm about to stat researching that. All in all a good session but he seemed really concerned by the results of my omni test- some personality assessment he had me do, so naturally I'm a bit worried too. P and I will talk more about that next Wednesday.
How was your day?
spacekat
spacekat
My dog managed to get into my purse and eat an entire pack of sugar-free gum with xylitol which I found out is highly toxic to dogs. So, we just got back from the vet where they induced vomiting and she responded well (3 or 4 times!). They said the gum was all there, and other foods as well! (She has been known to get into the garbage can with her little piglet tail sticking out on top eating whatever she can get her paws on!

Silly Wabbit - Gum is for humans!
iam30113
iam30113
Lol. That's cute (the garbage can bit). Glad she's ok. I wish I could have a pet here. I might settle for a fish and decorate the bowl with bows and stickers. Lol
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