Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Well I found out today that I am not eligible for the grant for financial aid, my dreams of going back to school are again destroyed. It's been hard enough lately, I've tried more than a year to get pregnant now I haven't ovulated in two months, and am afraid I'm going through some early menopause...I only have one ovary. Can't see a doc until hopefully next month. Another dream likely destroyed...and I can't find a job. It just feels like there's no use in planning or hoping because it never happens for me. Ppl say be patient, well I have and my life is passing by. I don't have anything to hope for anymore so I don't see the point in living. What's the use in living if its going to be like this, meaningless? I'm really on the edge right now and feel overwhelmed. Next month I will have insurance and could get therapy but what good will talking about my pathetic life do?
about my life, the good and the bad and I've decided that the purpose of life is to enjoy it and we can decide to do that. Hopes and dreams are important even if they don't come true.
We all get that pointless feeling at some time but we don't have to take it out on ourselves because so many people feel the same way...