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My heart is breaking

Suninbloom
Suninbloom
God please help me from hurting. I hate it when he lies while looking right into my eyes. I have cried for about 2 hours.. maybe less, maybe more.. I've lost track of time. I'm so tired. I don't want to love anyone ever again.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm so sorry you're going through this. You have to feel what you feel. Let it wash over you. Sounds hippy dippy but it's true. I send peace and hugs your way. I hope you feel better soon.
Shelly4
Shelly4
I dont know what has happened but I see you are very hurt by it sweetie. Whatever the case may be, you have to take care of yourself and try to think through it. I dont want to see you trigger yourself because of him, it isnt worth it.

Maybe if you journal your feelings you can get some of it out? I will be around for a little bit, so if you need to talk, I am here.....xo
Suninbloom
Suninbloom
Thank you all for replying. I'll journal more often too. I hate being negative so really tried not to write this here but I felt so broken and didn't know what else to do.

It'll be all right.

Sharon
deleted_user
deleted_user
Oh how that feeling sux! I feel for you and don't want to see you hit a bottom with this. Try not to get lost in your pain. Reach out to someone close and don't isolate yourself. You have done a courageous thing by sharing yourself here with us. I care and send positive energy your way. Message me if you like...peace and comfort be with you
ZanyBeeper
ZanyBeeper
Sharon.........so sorry you are hurting, honey. Wish I had some magic words to make it go away. Sorry that he lied to you. I presume you are talking about Will? Men are scum sometimes. Try to roll with the emotion as Ev suggested. You must work through the hurt instead of trying to go around it. Hugs.
Suninbloom
Suninbloom
Thanks you all. I'm going to go have some lunch. I feel kind of sick to my stomach but I can't expect anyone to give me the love I need. It may not be possible to fill that part of me. I'll find it within myself. I'll be back a little later.


Hugs,
Sharon
deleted_user
deleted_user
To love is to hurt they come together. You are hurting and don't want to trust to love again in fear of getting hurt again. With love you are always at one point going to get hurt, feel disapoointed, or not loved enough as no relationship is perfect. Love again by finding your way back remember the feeling of falling in love, everybody wants to feel that.
Suninbloom
Suninbloom
Thank you dorkie.. You're very right. I need to also learn to love myself and not expect anyone to try to fill the void. I need to work on my own life and pull myself up.

I had lunch and a little rest but I might fall asleep here at some point.. just exhausted overall. Same merry-go-round.

You people are a God send and I'm very thankful for DS :)

Hugs,
Sharon
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Im so sorry to see how much you are hurting... I hope the darkness will soon lift... take good care of you.. You deserve it..x
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