I'm depressed and my anxieties are on high alert.  My brain feels like it's just spin around with a bunch of my fears.

My 21 yr old son has Asperger's and we live with his paternal grandmother.  Both of them are difficult.  His grandmother got mad at him for something minor and said he ruined Christmas.

I'm even more stressed out.  I would like to move my son and I out of here but it's so hard to find someplace affordable.  Also, moving scares to he'll out me for some reason.  I'm going talk to my therapist about this.

I feel like I'm running around in circles because I can't come up with realistic solution to my problem.  I've been on a low income house waiting list for 2 yrs now.  Who knows how much longer it will be my name gets to the top of the list.

Even though I have many relatives, I doubt if the would let us stay with them even if I pay some rent.  I feel I have no place to go and it's a terrible feeling.

I can't deal with much more.  I could keel over and die right now.  My whole life has been miserable.  I just want to be done.  Rarely does anything work out for.  I've almost always had to settle for less because what I wanted wasn't available to me.  I'm thankful for what I have, I just wish my life was a little easier.