Update: he had a hernia that was strangling his bowel. They fixed it and he will be fine. But it will be a four day stay and a lengthy recovery. Last night my mother was already asking me if I could come over and change her sheets, take out the trash etc. I told her I could barely take care of my own crap because of the pain I am in with my back. She got pissed off. She tried to “remind” me of EVERYTHING she did for me in 2007 when I had cancer and had 2 MAJOR abdominal surgeries. Her “EVERYTHING” consisted of coming by my house on her way to work for 20 minutes everyday. Also, before I was discharged from the hospital during my first major surgery, she told me I could come over and stay with her after I got out of the hospital so she could “take care of me”. The NIGHT before I was discharged, she called to tell me that I couldn’t come because HER back went out. So...karma is a beotch. So also, her husband is a complete ass**** to me. He makes fun of me, puts me down every chance he can. He makes me feel extremely unwelcome whenever I do come to their house (which is not very often BECAUSE of this). So, I guess I should just tell her that I cannot help HER.
IM SORRY if I am posting this and venting. I a REALLY struggling mentally (going through withdrawals from two psych meds) and physically due to this pain that I am in. I don’t know where else to turn. Any advice or positive feedback would be SO appreciated. THANK YOY for listening!!
Frank Zappa had the answer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYm_2oCVdSM
i am really overwhelmed. I just started a new job on January 3rd. I have been in SEVERE pain with my back, my mother has been a nightmare. And I’m withdrawing from major psych meds. I feel like I’m losing it. I cry ALL the time. I never cry, but it has been bad in the past four days. I even cried in the bathroom today at work. I tried to call my pdoc today, but I can’t get in until the 28th...