Cutting back on the Haldol getting ready for zyprexa Feeling a little better hope not to go up too high before I starty the zyprexa and lamictal if they still give it to me Have to make an appt with doc or np whichecver I have a new one again and will see what they are like I hate new doctors every month a new doc and they do not last the last one went to fla and I have seen 3 new in the past 3 months But all going well except sleep of course and they refuse to give me anything for it I just suffer awake until 5 am and then couple hrs then same next night This has been going on for a while now despite the benadryl tried reishi mushrooms had dreams still do that was weird mbut trying to go to bed same time every nmight in hopes I will go out sooner not helping just not helping
I'm not really being treated at the moment. I have medicine, but rarely take it. I haven't seen a psychiatrist or psychologist in two years. I get so angry sometimes I day the most horrible things to my husband. I've even thought of hurting him. He doesn't think I'm bipolar, even though I've had a second opinion. He thinks it's my BPD mixed with the mood swings from PCOS. I'm thinking about...
My friend finally finished the blanket I asked her to make. It is made up of Nana’s sweaters and one of her blankets. She said it is pretty heavy. The pellets I gave her were a total of 15 lbs. I’m excited to see if the heavier blanket will help me sleep. I like to be cocooned in blantywhen I sleep so I think I’ll enjoy it. HAPPY SATURDAY!!