Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

For the last few weeks I have been spiraling out of control with mania due to a med change.
I've been sleeping between 3 to 4 hours a night waking up at 3am and wired.
My spending has gotten out of control to the point where my mom has to take over my finances.
This is the worst mania I've ever experienced.
I feel like I can't function yet my mind is racing forcing me to go and get things done but at the same time I'm exhausted and can't fall asleep long enough to rest.
When I do sit to rest for a few minutes I'm up again racing to get things done again
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

It's great that your mom has stepped up to help.... Big hug of peace and calm....xo
Your self-awareness is not as common in lots of others like us, unfortunately. It's your life and if you think you're manic and out of control, then it's definitely time for a big talk with your pdoc and possibly (probably) a med tweak or change. Just my opinion, of course, and I'm no doctor. But trust yourself.