Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Recently I went through a depression phase, induced by my own stupidity [or muddied clarity?] of going off of my medicine.
It had some damaging effects, but I am better now. My temp Pdoc [is "temp" derogatory? Idk] gave me some Abilify samples until my script comes in. You pick your meds up from the office, this is a med-assist programme.
That is all. I don't really want to talk about it. I apologize if I seemed non-receptive to advice or triggered or scared anyone. I'd like to say it won't happen again, but that's my archetype depression entity. My incurable pessimism and paranoia seeps into my words. All I can do is try to avoid the boards like the plague when I'm that way, so you guys don't catch the brunt of my awfulness.
OH. Forgot to add this in the music post, but Demon Days by the Gorillaz is an excellent album for all of our "demon days".
It had some damaging effects, but I am better now. My temp Pdoc [is "temp" derogatory? Idk] gave me some Abilify samples until my script comes in. You pick your meds up from the office, this is a med-assist programme.
That is all. I don't really want to talk about it. I apologize if I seemed non-receptive to advice or triggered or scared anyone. I'd like to say it won't happen again, but that's my archetype depression entity. My incurable pessimism and paranoia seeps into my words. All I can do is try to avoid the boards like the plague when I'm that way, so you guys don't catch the brunt of my awfulness.
OH. Forgot to add this in the music post, but Demon Days by the Gorillaz is an excellent album for all of our "demon days".
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Some things we don't talk about, we breathe them... Some things cannot be explained, but rather experienced. Some of the most healing moments arise when given the memory, acknowledging the love.One cannot go back in time; we move forward, and we carry the love we shared. No one but ourselves has the power to do so, or the permission to do so, but ourselves.So live life with your faith and...
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I've been feeling like I don't matter my wife the other day instead of telling me she was having a pain day when I went to have sex with her she tell me afterwards that she having pain day due to her fribromyalgia and making feel like shit afterward saying she has a list of things from past 9 years of thing for me to do and is always adding more and more to this list and talk...
It's great that your doc is giving you samples.....x