a couple of years ago when i was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder, i would get really angry and yell a lot and then not be able to sleep for a long time. but about a year ago i started getting weird. like i act like a little kid and say weird things that don't make any sense. sometimes i talk about elephants and zebras, one time i even said i was following my new friend log to the moon. i do not know anyone named log. and sometimes i would hallucinate, usually of the girl in the ring. that girl is terrifying. but i also would see people climbing up trees and stuff. it would go away after an hour, and it would happen everyday and then 3 months later it would be gone. then it came back and then it was gone. now i can make it go away, but i haven't heard of anyone talk about mania like this. my therapist said it was mania, but my psychiatrist was very confused when i told him about this. does that sound like mania, or could it be something else?
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