Its me, I am back and depressed as ever. This episode has been lasting probably around 2 1/2 weeks now going on 3. I am to the point of giving up. I wanna quit my job and I want to drop out of school, quite possibly just move away completely? Running away is something I am really good at despite the fact that I hate running. I know I can't do those things, but I wish I could. I am tired, exhausted even. No one understands, therapy isn't working I have to find a new one, but it is so expensive. My dad does not get it why do I need therapy and Psych??? I wish this would all just kind of go away. I want peace and balance. Except im fighting a loosing war.
I am six years clean of SH so yay to that.
Any words of advice?
Today is the first day of Advent. I thought I'd post one of my favorite women guides, Carolyn Myss and her talk about how these days are so challenging with the darkness coming so early.Advent is a Time Of Light. Caroline Myss & Robert Holden: Advent - be prepared for a new beginning - YouTubeI don't have any Christmas decorations up yet...Need to get energy, and clean and rearrange...
Body feels like j am being attacked. Keeps jerking, are these symptoms of ptsd.Thanks for ur support on advance. I wish I were a stronger person.