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I'm very tired and have been for days now..to the point it's affecting my mood horribly sigh....
Found out my sister was using drugs with her bf....who also has a record that is as long as I am tall. He's just nobody anyone who has a brain in their head should be hanging around ya know? Anyway....I have this sister who is a professional, good job, nice townhouse, child still living in home, was doing really well for herself and then bam! Smoking crack.
I do realize drugs have no certain socioeconomic group and that ANYbody is at risk.....but this was a total shocker to everyone.
Well, now I am exhausted, feeling depressed, trying not to sink too low here but for 3 or so days now I am just too tired too do much of anything....back spasms from hell(which happens to me when I am stressed).
I am avoiding my sister now....don't want to talk to her at all....she doesn't listen anyway. I am disgusted....tired...sad....pissed....and moody. Just laying low for a while....don't know what else to do.....thanks for listening.
Found out my sister was using drugs with her bf....who also has a record that is as long as I am tall. He's just nobody anyone who has a brain in their head should be hanging around ya know? Anyway....I have this sister who is a professional, good job, nice townhouse, child still living in home, was doing really well for herself and then bam! Smoking crack.
I do realize drugs have no certain socioeconomic group and that ANYbody is at risk.....but this was a total shocker to everyone.
Well, now I am exhausted, feeling depressed, trying not to sink too low here but for 3 or so days now I am just too tired too do much of anything....back spasms from hell(which happens to me when I am stressed).
I am avoiding my sister now....don't want to talk to her at all....she doesn't listen anyway. I am disgusted....tired...sad....pissed....and moody. Just laying low for a while....don't know what else to do.....thanks for listening.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
It's a lot to digest and I hope you can work through it and keep your life happy and stable.... the rest is on her.
Peace my friend...
He has been clean over eight years now and we have a very loving relationship. I couldn't have been as forgiving of his actions and words had it not been for al-anon. HUGS TO YOU!
I think keeping safe boundaries up for you and your family is wise.... Great big hug for you my friend...xo
I've been exactly where you are - and we both know, this is the beginning of nothing good.....
I am so sorry - I remember the first time Wasband smoked it - I thought the alcoholism was horrible! You are not alone, Alanon is good and cheap, we are here!!!!
Grieve my friends, paper towels....... xo
I hope you get to feeling better Soon, physically, that is, and mood-ily, and such.
We'll be around, for hugs or talks or whatever. Hugggggggggggggs-
Mary Anne
take care
((((hugs))))
Thanks for the papertowels too!!!!
It's affecting my sleep which isn't good so I have been just kinda rolling with this crap.....and taking care of me here. It's 4am and I am reading the boards and having my coffee......damn her!
Anyway....doing okish, worried bout my mother more honestly....she is 71yo and told me she cannot handle this so I have also kinda set her some boundaries too and neither of us are interacting with my sister right now....but have let her know we r here her when she wants help. All we can do right?
My nephew, her son is 15 yo MA like he needs this shit....his father is a deadbeat and well sis is just making things harder for him now too and her 2 grown children. Biotch!! I do realize it's an illness but I am furious inside for her disrupting the entire family but it is what it is......taking care of what I can atm. sigh
Anyways....time will tell, she needs to get to the root of why she allowed yet another troubled man into her life..why she picked up a damn pipe to begin with etc etc......hell and I thought I needed a lot of therapy pfft! Thanks to all! Love ya's!